So true.. so true...
but things are looking up... as the temperature rises...
New things to do.. hopefully find a job here soon
and be able to support my food habit... XD

Starving Artist?! BaH!!! Bah I say!!!

Regardless... the phones been blowing up..
trying to kick myself in the ass to get some serious writing done..
that's a beast all in itself.. motivation.
XD

Hard to motivate yourself when you're already motivated in other areas...
all a juggling game of time. and there's never enough time...

Horror has been quickly becoming my favorite genre lately...
Just because its so hard to scare me.. yet my nightmares,
dreams are typically of the scare the shit out of me area...
wake up kinda freaked out sometimes.. but I love it.
It's hard for a movie to scare me, or make me even wonder
but I think it has alot to do with my childhood when I'd watch
horror movies and they'd tweek me out for months... nightmarish stuff..
but nothing bad ever happend.. so I learned that it's all a crock of crap.
So it's like impossible to scare me... just is.. real life stuff has to
happen before I can even react to it.. and even then it's not scary.
Poltergiest was the first movie that really made me crap my pants..
and firmly rooted my hate for clowns hiding under my bed...
then again.. clowns are just evil anyways... IT did that for me.

Regardless.. I've been kicking around the idea of writing a nightmare journal..
since my dream journal tends to shy away from the nightmares..
and I mean.. c'mon.. I love my end of the world dreams... it's so awesome to be awed by something your brain is just making up... seeing the world impacted by huge asteroids is definitely a worthy post... I just wish there was a way to record your dreams for playback.. like in the movie 'Until the End of the World' [link]

You all would shit bricks.

Tidal Waves, Hurricanes, Tornado's.. all great imagry...
Nothing like outrunning a tornado in a pickup truck.. XD
Most of my dreams would make a great story in itself, since
usually my dreams have alot of detail about the situation...
sometime way too much.. alot of them also take on a movie
like appearence anyways... lol..


On a side note.. So I've been working out some kinks with the sites..
Always have other crap to do.. so much.. XD
I need some clones.. for reals.. at least then I could get something done.

Well.. thanks for all the love.. and finally breaking 100k...