Been working alot on some writing projects... haven't had alot of time to devote to anything really.
Been pretty uninspired here lately. Lots to do, never enough time... then getting my ass kicked by life..per usual.

I made a whole new line of stuff for my website.. but apathy got the better of me, and I just said wtf.
Kinda tired of spending 2 weeks posting shit to only find out it sells mediocre and 3 years from now.

dA been nice tho.. gotten alotta love for some older works that I didn't even think people looked at, since
it doesn't involve fur or anime... kinda getting rare to see that these days.

I should be out snapping pix of this glorious event of spring, but my allergies and lack of motivation really have
played key roles in my lack of any kind of posting anytime here soon... kinda like what ev..

Hmmm.. what else.. got a cat.. yeah, joy... she's cool.. but she's kind of an asshole.. and I mean that the nicest way
possible, but since it was a cat that came from a kid home, I'm sure she's got her reasons to be such a bitch.
She'll let you pet her, but get crappy about it about 1/2 thru and can't get her to snuggle to save her life.
whatever tho.. a cat's a cat.. walking, talking poop box with fur. she makes me laugh, so that's what counts.

Been going insane here lately.. but I think it's a good thing. Helps me create new works of written art...
I've been working on some scripts for submission, but who knows, probably a bunch of hashish induced pipe dreams...
I'm sure Shakespeare thought he was gonna be making tons of loot, only to find himself broke as fuck wondering what he
was going to do for dinner... lol Life must have been alot simpler back then compared to todays frustrations and dues to pay.

My dreams have been even more vivid than usual.. that's helped me come up with a ton of great material... I love my dreams, if anything
makes me happy to be alive.. it's my capacity to see the worlds unfold behind my closed eyes. At least your mind makes up for a lack of adventure
when you're nothing but a rat stuck in a cage... at least the rat can dream.

Skimming over my dA, I've seen alot of people progressing further in their art.. and I see it in myself too.. working on projects, getting my
head wrapped around someone else's problem.. it's great when you see something you've accomplished.. even if it goes no where, like a serial killers
book he wrote on death row... Who cares about words anymore? Kindle tries to sell it, google books tries to give it away... but I never see my friends read
anymore... the page and the word seem dead now.. I've spent my last 4 months coming up with content for my submissions, and I've strayed so far from
the cookie cutter norm of life, it seems to alien to me. I can't see how people could live their lives in a nine to five job... that seems like hell on earth.

Idiocracy all over again.. watching stupid people breed, as our schools get dumbed down more and more. The written word will be dead in a decade, kids will snuggle up to a bedtime story read over an iPad... no more the intrinsic value of flipping the pages.. only simple words to express how you should feel.

Funny how life changes as tech takes over. Soon prints will be obsolete, there'll be murals that move in 3-d, and new forms of projector art..
who will ever want a stale old paiting when you can have your wall be the living painting? These are great and sad days for the arts...
but I guess in that, Art is insane, it can stand the changes.. soon our kids will be creating 3-d art in our living rooms with holograms and lazers...
and we'll just laugh about how poor we were in our etch a sketch world with blocks and books.. how lame, grandpa, how lame indeed.

So where's the future of art? Is it visual? Should it be just movie script after movie script? Should I just continue down the path of the evil genius damning
himself for what he is? Hiding in my cave like a superpower dictator.. possibly.. but fuck people. I loathe them. They grit on my nerves with their stupidity.
Between facebook and texting, I get enough stupidity in my day to have to want to deal with the ignorant 85% of america. You should thank god I'm not King.
Heads would roll. So tired of having to take up the slack in the system. These people should be herded out to the midwest for farm jobs, not operating heavy machinery on the expressway while they text 'omg' to their bff's... I think you should be able to run text'r's off the road legally or at least shoot them with paintball guns.... just to show everyone else how stupid this person is by how many splats are on their car everyday.

I'm so impractical too.. I seriously have a heart of gold, but fuck that.. Im not at the pawn shop with it.. I hate how people use 'helping you' to further their own agenda's.. Here, let me help you, but first I have this 3 hour seminar on Jesus you have to hear... Fuck you and Fuck 'your Jesus'... I love how people always use the illusion of light to do the evil... Sure I love god, my life and of course Jesus.. but don't force that on me.. I dont do that to you.. have some self respect.. of course, I forget who I'm talking to. Oh well.. I digress....

Since it's been like a year and so since my last update.. I figured you all deserved a long effin rant. So there you go.
Crisis resolved.